Actually, I've watched Nate Hagens' video immediately after it came out, I've read most of his sources (like Joseph Tainter, Jarred Diamond, etc), I've been reading all of their disciples here on Medium and I've even written a fair share of such articles myself. And I still believe all of that. Go ahead, look it up. But that is beyond the point. What I want to say here is that I can't afford to be emotionally involved into it anymore. I am taking care of terminally ill mother at home and you can imagine I already get my share of devastating news on this front. Even that is more than most people would be willing to carry, so I can't worry about the world the same way somebody else can.